Gimme Gimme

"You are still worldly. For since there is jealousy and quarreling among you, are you not worldly? Are you not acting like mere humans? 1 Corinthians 3:3

I know my Citizenship is in Heaven.

But I'm currently residing in Manhattan.

And I'm jealous.

I want.

Tears streamed down my hot cheeks last night in church as Pastor Bojan prayed for the one woman who was feeling immense lack in her life.

I heard....

" Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart."

But this afternoon walking amongst the extravagant Lower East Side shoppers...

I forgot.

And pined...

For silk fabric.